sweetieshay

They're cannot be a god, because if their was you'd say politicians bursting into flames every single day.

One thing people van say that will drive me off the edge and want to blow up is "ah we should go drill in the oil reserves in Utah, Alaska, Gulf of mexico... etc." Fuckin A idiot. lets learn a new term. Global Warming. Go learn something about how oil was formed. what its made of. what it releases when we burn it. CO2. What CO2 does to our atmosphere. when you watch the weather on the news ever wonder why we're hitting record highs all the time? hmm why the polar caps are melting? maybe you should go learn how much oil we consume in one year. No you dumb ass! we don't keep fucking drilling! we pass all the fuckin censorship. and hey all you extreme pro free americans yes we fuckin have censorship. and learn about all the alternative source for gas. no theres not just ethanol idiot. do some fuckin research you fat lard that eats at mcdonalds everyday. America is turning into the weakest fucking place in the world. we send all our good troops out of the country to help others who are probably better left on their own, we made it, i'm sure they can too. why don't we keep our protection here. and hey instead of spending 8 bucks on a movie and 10 on fattenong snacks lets read a fuckin book and learn something. thats our fucking problem. america has built itself up but lets see here that was all in the 1700's and 1800's that we had small people and then the tv and shot was made and nobody picked up a fuckin book anymore and learned something no now we vegetable heads watch gossip girl.

woo! america!

wtf?

ugh i'm ranting. i'm done

So I'm a person that tries to make the best out of life. I believe I'm lucky to be who I am. I'm good looking, not as good looking as some of the other girls in school but I make up for that in my brain power. I'm not rich, I sure would like to be, but I'm comfortable. I believe I'm one of the luckiest people in the world to find the person I want to be with for the rest of my life in highschool. It's amazing how fast he and I have come so close. I'd do anything for him. I already love making him lunch and taking it to him at work. This past weekend we spent the whole entire weekend together, Thursday to Sunday. I would think that at my age and just in general people would get tired of eachother for that long of a period of time unless they were really in love and meant to be together, and that's how we are. Sure, we fight. I think it's healthy to fight every once and awhile to make sure that it doesn't build up and we both know how we feel. It bothers him more though. He doesn't think he deserves me. He thinks I'm the most perfect person in the world as he has said, and thinks that he's not worth anything. I constantly tell him he's wrong. That we're both average but perfect for eachother. We help eachother along, which in normal cases we don;t give a shit about other people. I used to want a big fancy life for myself, it's changed now, Not entirely. I still want to work as a fashion coordinator and make things beautiful, but not to the money extent that I wanted. I didn't want to be average. But since I've met him, it's changed. I'll be happy as long as I'm with him. I don't want to live on the street or anything. But if I don't get anything I want out of life, as long as I have him, I'll be ok. He's all I need. All I need is his arms around me. Thats my favorite place.